Hey Dad, sorry it’s been a long time in posting. Well it’s that time of the year again, the Christmas decorations are up, but the biggest part of Christmas is still missing, you. Can you believe I have been in this job for 7 months now. Riley has been talking about you lots as he has been back to the hospice over the past few weeks, he has been finding things hard, as we all do. Clare goes outside every morning and speaks to you, shining bright in the skies. Aiden is doing well at fire cadets, and he has an interview this week for college. He has a new lady friend now. Freddie, seems to be doing well at school, he had a few issues but aiden and his mate went to sort that out. Ralphie, well what can I say being a little shit, but guess that’s his age, so everyone tells me. I often wonder what you’re doing, sat watching tv or messing about with Ken like old times. Everyday I think about things we used to do and get up to, it’s still really hard when I hear people talk about their dad, I know your watching over us, but it’s so fucking hard that I can’t pick up the phone and talk to you. And this time of the year is even worse you would of been with us on Christmas Day, and you may have even watched Gavin and Stacey, I’m sure you will be watching it Xx miss you so much dad, we all do xxx