Hello Dad, A very belated Happy New Year - it makes me so sad to be starting another year without you. We went to Center Parcs for Nigel’s 50th which was great fun, we toasted you with moonshine and I had some tears. I think you would have really liked it there as we had deer in the lodge garden and there’s no light pollution (you could see loads of stars) but they did have a Christmas light display to go and look at. It will be my 50th next month and I am finding it hard to think about what to do which doesn’t stop it coming but makes me think of my 40th when we went to Lanzarote. We have the photo of you messing around under the wonky pagoda up on the sideboard. I also remember the way you and Mum fell asleep in the lounge area both of you had your heads dropped to your chins and people were laughing as they went by. I can’t believe that is 10 years ago! Another week of school and it is February half term! Paul’s birthday is on Friday and then 3 weeks today we find out which school Isobel will be going to. Time flies. I love you and miss you every day. Watch over us all. XXX